Mom2b

I am a Millionaire, and I love Frugality

2011-10-11T16:43:00.005+08:00

Ever since we cancelled our CableTV, I have did more reading in the past year than in the last 10 years. It all started with the pregnancy and parenting books, and I got bored. So I moved onto books on budgeting, finance and investments.

Currently I am on Thomas Stanley's 'Stop Acting Rich... And Start Living like a Millionaire.' He is the author of the phenomenal bestseller 'The Millionaire Next Door' as well.

I told you I am on a frugal journey now. And I have a sneaky suspicion that apart from being a better steward of money, God has brought me on a journey on learning about finances and prosperity. So in this book, Thomas Stanley shared on his observations on the millionaires. I am about 1/3 through the book and there are common traits amongst the rich and powerful.

1) They usually have supportive spouses and happy marriages
2) They believe in integrity and discipline
3) They are frugal, they believe in paying for value rather than extravagance (No you won't see them in expensive suits or upscale neighborhoods)
4) They usually live under their means (Note it's not within, they live way below their means)
5) They usually would be seen in Toyotas and Hondas, rather than what you expect (Mercedes, BMWs, Maserati, Lamborghini)

and the list goes on...

So I was right. The advertising/marketing messages are all meant for people who are acting rich, who have problems with keeping up with their expenses rather than building their assets. And I am so proud I took on the path of frugality, because I am on my way to having my first millionaire.

If I can't get there by way of offensive, I will go defensive. I defend my wallet and future security. But out of all these, I am still paying my tithes and offerings to God. At the end, I still believe that God is the one that grants me the ability to attain success and wealth.

Happy Tuesday everyone :)

What is Our Purpose?

2011-10-07T09:42:00.003+08:00

Last night I was having a conversation with Brandon, we talked about how some people was born to know their purpose in life. "I always know I am meant to be a doctor, I always know I am meant to a ballerina, I always know..." Unfortunately I am still seeking my purpose today. I always see myself as a jack of all trades, but a master of none.

I reckon it would be easier to know what your extreme love is. Just look at Steve Jobs, a man's love for technology and his passion to transform the world through it has brought so much to mankind. I think it was beyond love, it's gotta be hard work, tears, pain and do-it-again-and-again. But at least they know what is their purpose, what they are meant to do.

I am still searching and seeking. But one thing I am very clear is that God has given me the role of being a wife and a mom2b. And I will give my 101% to fulfill the roles. That is why I never take my household chores lightly. I do it unto my Lord, unto the family God has given me. There is joy and satisfaction in keeping the house in tip-top when we think like that.

I am in my homestretch now and I am very excited to have the new addition. I should be nervous about the delivery and the new routine, but thankfully with God, it's much easier. How great is our God, He is all we ever need. I needed Him when I was studying and He came true for me. I needed Him when I was dating, and He came true for us. I needed Him when we were looking for a house and He came true for us. I needed Him now when I was pregnant and He came true for me. And He was with me every step of the way.

If there is one thing I can leave with you today, is God will come true for us again and again. I know He will come true for you today.

Have a blessed weekend y'all.

RIP Steve Jobs

2011-10-06T13:56:00.003+08:00

Hey, sorry I was missing in action for a few days.

I was awaken today by the sad news of Steve Jobs' death. It really came as a shock especially when iPhone 4s was just announced yesterday. Anyway I told B (Out of sarcasm) that we can fly to US for his funeral if he wants. In reference to his obsession with Apple and the guy. Anyway the truth is, the world has lost a great genius.

I cannot imagine how the world would be, without all his innovations and products. RIP Steve Jobs.

I will be going on maternity soon, in 2 weeks' time. So I figured I will have the time to keep up to this space. See you all.

Meantime, let's take today to mourn for the passing of the most brilliant mind alive. Pretty sad that L would not have the chance to even see him alive, not that we would take L to see Steve in person, but well you get the idea.

RIP Steve Jobs, 1955 - 2011

Frugal Spending - Credit Cards

2011-10-01T09:19:00.003+08:00

Good morning, the weekend is here.

I am happy to sip on my hot chocolate and write my weekend post. We are heading to HDB council in a while to re-adjust our HDB loan. Our goal is to pay less interests, shorter our loan years and clear the house loan within 7 years. We have heard how our friends could pay off for their houses (Both living in EC) in 5 and 7 years respectively. Imagine that! This is what I call owning a real asset!

So anyway I said I would talk about credit cards. An average American citizen owns 5 credit cards. I believe the figure for Singaporeans are comparable. I started using credit cards because I like the idea of the convenience of online payment, rebates and the points system which allow you to clock for airmiles or vouchers. But how do you manage the credit cards so that it works for you and not against you?

I have known friends who got into credit cards debts and it rolled into such a huge amount that they literally carry the debt for years. Credit cards, as you've probably guessed, represent the worst kind of debt. That's not just because you are likely to pay higher interest rates, than you would for a mortgage or school loan but because carrying a credit-card balance is an indication that you're overspending on a regular balance. A credit card lets you pretend that you can afford a lifestyle that's actually beyond your means - for a little while. Not only can you end up paying as much as 30% more for your purchase when we use a card rather than pay with cash.

It's heartbreaking to see couples who started off well in their marriage but winded up in divorce because of their financial debts. Money is often the number 1 issue that couples quarrel about. Thankfully Brandon and I have never quarrelled over the issue of finance before. Here are some tips on managing credit-cards.

1) Prioritize. I have a Everyday POSB Credit Card that I uses to pay for all my bills. When I get my salary each month, the first thing I do is to render the Lord his (Tithe), then clear all my bills and expenses. If you really ask me, the rebates are not THAT fantastic. Probably gives me some points to offset at Watsons.

2) Brandon has this habit of paying his credit card debt ASAP if he buys any big items. For e.g we bought L's crib and baby furnitures from Ikea, it added up about $700. He would not carry the balance beyond 2 days. He would pay off the loan amount the very next day. This is to avoid being shocked at the end of month. What the credit card is not telling you is, they are just waiting for us to screw up so that they can earn our interests for paying late.

3) If you can pay cash, you should. We often pay with our credit cards and forgot all about the debt. Then it all adds up and come to you at the end of the month. So often we wonder how did we ever spend so much money? Use cash, for food, for grocery especially. There is something painful about parting with real notes than using that piece of plastic card.

Ok, I got to go. We need to head to HDB then go see the gynae. I will be back tmrw. Frugal spending guys. It is far better to have financial stability than to enjoy the temporal ownership of the dress. Have a lovely Saturday peeps!

Frugal Spending - CableTV & Internet

2011-09-30T11:20:00.002+08:00

For the longest time, I have pride myself to be a shopaholic. I used to remember I would spend every single cent I earned. But my outlook towards finance gradually took a turn when I started work in SPHM and it became even more intense when I realised I was pregnant.

Apart from devouring books on pregnancy and childbearing, I have been reading up on managing finances, frugal living and investments as well. The truth is, everyone of us can get better in managing our finances. And I have been yielding the fruits of frugal living and careful planning of my finance. I feel very strongly about this aspect for a while and I figured it would be good to share some on some of the stuffs we did.

Brandon and I are both movie-junkies. We enjoy time park in front of the Tivo and coming back to the cable channels after a long day of work is a highlight for us. Not to mention the tidbits and junks that went with it. I enjoyed watching E!news, which is junk as well (What's with me and all the junk in my trunk!) to family, cooking programs and all. And Brandon is just happy to have all these options, it's our way of rewarding ourselves for slogging so hard in our jobs. It's not to much to ask for actually. But we cancelled our cable and internet about 6 months ago and we have never looked back since.

You probably think it's crazy, to not have internet at home. That was Brandon's response when I gave him the proposal. I have my reasons.

1) To cut down on our expenses, $100 per month means we would save $1,200 a year. That easily can pay for a vacation for the entire family.
2) We only watch the CableTV 3 out of 7 days per week. We were out for church activities or with family/friends rest of the time. It's not justifiable.
3) Both of us are in the digital online business, we have access to the internet at work for 12 hours a day. Any work done require the internet can be done at work. So we don't need internet at home.
4) And if ever we need the internet, we can use our iPhones, which runs fast-speed internet.
5) I came to a conviction that when we come home, we want to spend the time unwinding. Not having Cable & Internet gave us more time to read, talk to each other and pray. Our life has become more meaningful after we cancelled our Cable & Internet.

You probably would think having Cable and Internet is no big deal, but for us, and even with the arrival of the baby, we want to choose a lifestyle that enhances building of relationships, not just what the culture tells us.

We had a couple of adjustments other than this. And believe me, all good things comes through sacrificing. Sometimes we have to sacrifice a temporal pleasure for a long-term goal. My long-term goal is to build my finance and savings and find a good channel to invest in them. And let me money works for me and my family.

How about you? I will share on credit cards tmrw. I have very brutal but interesting perspectives on it. Have a lovely Friday y'all :)

Hello again!

2011-09-29T10:14:00.004+08:00

Hey you, I can't believe that my last post was almost a year ago! I was just going through my calendar and I realised that many good occasions and memories all happened in the month of November. I got married during November and I am probably gonna give birth in November as well.

Brandon has been asking me to go back to writing for the longest time. I remember I do enjoyed writing and having a little corner to share my thoughts, but somewhere along the line I lost the momentum to Facebook & Twitter. I still do believe in writing and recording down my thoughts.

Well so what have I been up to? I am a Mom2b and this is probably the biggest milestone of my life so far. For the past 8 months, we have been excited, apprehensive, thankful, nervous, all kinds of emotions mixed together all at the same time. This whole pregnancy and childbearing thing is very new for us and I guessed it's normal to feel this way. I am in my 33 weeks today and we are welcoming Baby L in less than 8 weeks' time, if he chooses to come on 11 Nov.

So I'm gonna get back to this space again and please bear with me. There isn't much to share unless you are interested in my new routine. Ever since I got preggo, the toilet bowl has become my best companion, day and night. It has gotten worse now as L has shifted position and his head is pressing against my bladder. So there you go, nothing very interesting. Just lots of trips to the toilet, and many silly incidents which I won't bore you now.

Please come back again. It's nice to have someone being interested in what you are doing. As I am going on maternity leave soon, this space would probably serve as a social entertainment for me.

Have a lovely day everyone, leaving you with L's 4D scan.

L at 23 weeks :)

November

2010-11-08T12:05:00.002+08:00

Hi peeps :) I'm here again. Things has just been crazy but in a good way lately. I just had my Lasik done last Friday and I'm still in the midst of recovery. It was an anniversary gift from Brandon and I am just so thankful for having not to wear specs and lenses again. I really have to make mention how much of a good husband Brandon has been especially for the past few days since the surgery. He served me on an hourly basis and really took good care of me. Thank you Brandon, for everything ;)

Well the year is coming to an end and this year has gone by so quickly. It's our 3rd Christmas at our new place and I am just really excited about 2011. 2010 has been the best year for me so far and I know 2011 is going to be better.

Okay will write again! Hava good november.

xoxo

I disappeared!

2010-10-18T18:20:00.002+08:00

Hi peeps,

I apologised for the lack of appearance. I have been complete takeover by work and just couldn't find the time to come to this space. Well like I say, work has been busy but I am enjoying every bit of it. I truly want to thank God for a good boss. I believe having a good mentor is extremely crucial, it breaks or makes your future.

God made everything good for me. I thank God for His grace upon my life every single day. Frankly speaking, I could never go through a day without His grace. It is that simple but yet supernatural. And so the year is also coming to an end, Brandon and I are hitting our 2 year mark as a married couple. I said it before, that marrying him was the best decision I have made for myself. Brandon has enriched my life in every way. The most important thing is, your partner should made you love God, love life, love people more. And that is what Brandon has done for me, he made me a better person altogether.

So whenever I see him, he is a reminder that God is good to me. He is a reminder that I don't have to fear for anything. He is a reminder that God is real. I see goodness and love in him. So I pray that you will find that special someone :)

Alright I have to go. I will write soon. This time the interval won't be a month.

Take care and have a cosy quiet Monday.

Muaks XOXO

Walk with Jesus

2010-09-20T11:32:00.002+08:00

I have started writing in a journal again. I want to be able to look back and remember God has been with me every step of the way.

It has been a good week of rest. I had 5 days of MC from the surgery. I watched Mad Men, cleaned the house alot and caught up with a few people. I don't think I would want to go for the surgery again (I still have 2 more), unless it affects me again. The whole process is just a lil' traumatic. But on a good note, Brandon took leave and stay home with me for a day. It is always nice to have Brandon for myself.

So work began for me today. It has been good so far. I give the credit to God, I needed grace and strength to go back to work and I got it. I just cannot imagine doing life without God, it's just too hard and demanding. Please do yourself a favor, give Him yourself. There will never be regrets when you do that. But you could end up having regrets if you put yourself too much in other areas. The fear of the Lord is the beginning of ALL wisdom.

Once you set your priority right, everything else falls into good place. My love for God enables all the areas in my life to flourish. So I would like to see that happen for you too. Get a grip on Jesus.

I got to get back to work. We will talk again.

Love,
Someone who needs Jesus for everything

Life as of Now

2010-09-16T09:56:00.003+08:00

Hi peeps,

just some snaps. I removed my wisdom teeth (2 of them) on Monday. I think I lost 3 kg from the water diet.

Felt like I have got alot of things done this year. I removed much junk and added onto the useful stuffs to-do list. So I am giving myself a pat on the shoulder. Please second that.

As of now, this is how I feel:-

Marrying Brandon was the best decision I made in my life.

I am thankful for friends like Euzanne, who is willing to come bring me porridge and keep this sick girl company.

I miss my cell group, and especially like Gina who is away again this week.

I am hoping to see my folks today, family brings me perspective and keeps me going.

Brandon is songleading this weekend again. I guessed at the end of the day it's all about doing it well. We need to not be hard on ourselves. Life is not just about ministry.

I have a blessed life, I have no lack as of now.

Have a great week y'all.

Mr B

2010-09-03T17:40:00.002+08:00

With Harrods Bear :)

"Happiness often sneaks in through a door you didn't know you left open." John Barrymore

To my lovely Mr B, who made me feel like the luckiest woman every day of my life.

Trip After

2010-09-03T13:40:00.002+08:00

I'm back. And I promised alot of fotos on my private page on FB :)

It was a long-awaited trip and we did have a good break of catching up. There were great breakfast, nostalgic heritage tours, colonial architectures, friendly warm people, lotsa hugging, kissing, teasing, the pool, lots of jogging, sunrise, sunset, cuddles.

Few things I am looking forward to: My driving, the 5KM MBS run with the girls, my paycheque, getting a LASIK done, hosting a Christmas party.

Did I mention to you on Drew & Nora's renewal last night. So much tears and love, 10 years of marriage. It is NOT easy but it is possible in every way. I am looking forward to my 10th year mark with Brandon. Yipee.

Have a good, wonderful, sweet, loving weekend y'all.

Fun Times

2010-08-29T17:15:00.003+08:00

Hey yall :) We're currently out of town.

We got here late afternoon yesterday. I have to say that this place exceeds our expectation. It's a cosy town with lots of colonial architectures & heritage. I think both B and I already fell in love with this place.

So anyway I am sitting in the Executive Lounge now, using the computer. I remember praying about this trip, asking God that everything will be smooth. Well we needed this getaway, and the last thing we need is murphy's law on us. And everything has been perfect so far. We are staying in an Executive Room, got upgraded and tapped into the corporate rate. So we feel really blessed and thankful.

We both spent abit of time praying and thanking God yesterday. I think we all need to break away from the pace of work and get in tune with God again. It was really good peaceful time for us. I like what B said, it is more than a physical escape, but it's a spiritual rejuvenation with the Lord. So it's really good fun times for us. We feel very at peace here.

Ok got to go. We are trying to catch the evening yoga session later! Will share about our trip more.

Love you all :) Whoever that's reading.

Our Sacred Call

2010-08-25T16:13:00.003+08:00

Hello,

this is June. How's things going for you?

I have abit of time between work so I decided to unwind by coming to this space. I didn't tell anyone this but recently I questioned myself why does people have to go to church. I question my own priority, my loyalty towards my church and my leaders. I asked myself what am I living for and what am I willing to pay the price for.

I believe that every good thing in my life comes from God. I recognised that Jesus gave me the strength and joy to live my life despite of all situations. I commit myself to church because I want to continue to learn. Church is a place where we learn knowledge, social skills, sharing of each other's breakthroughs and directions. I go to church because it prevents me from being selfish. I have a responsibility to share my life and love with the people around me. Going to the church gives me strength and power to excel in my life. Jesus went to the cross for me, and the equation is simple. I need to give Him my life. And the only way to do so is to give Him my time, my affection, my finance, my worries, my weekends and my all.

This is why I can never understand why people refused to commit themselves to church. I understand people's reservations concerning the leadership, but I believe that God is bigger than any physical entity. Sometimes it really hurts me that people choose to live their lives without Jesus. Life can be so hard-pressed at times, and we need God and one another.

The call of God is sacred. When we say yes to God, it is sacred and precious.

I am sorry, I just need to get this off my chest. Get your life right, give your life to Jesus.

Jetting-Off

2010-08-24T12:25:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps,

sorry I was swarmed. And I am still swarmed! I was caught up with work, the house (did a lil' refurnishing), lots of family & friends get-togethers and planning for the upcoming trip.

I am so looking forward to the trip, I need to unwind. And I am looking forward to have Brandon for myself. No ringing phones, no incoming smses, no immediate work requests, no internet, no disturbance... Just me and my best friend, Brandon.

I look forward to the serenity. The last time I sat by the pool with a book was in January. I miss the feeling of not worrying about deadline and let the wind hit my face gently. We all need to disengage to engage better.

Farewell my friends :) I'm celebrating a new me.

Have a wonderful August.

Your friend,
June

Mummy

2010-08-17T12:44:00.003+08:00

It was Mummy's Day out yesterday. I think I found my perfect friend, my mum. It has been ages since we had gone out.

I always remember Mum working and toiling for the family. So it was very good bonding and loving time for both of us yesterday. We went to Orchard Ion and did some eating, shopping and walking.

I never realised this but my mum is a wonderful person with the biggest heart I know. She is a virtuous lady who taught me how to be gracious and not speak a word of evil against anyone. She taught me how to be clean and how to be organised. Essentially I am a fruit of my mum, I am a fruit of her heart.

So I am really thankful and happy to be spending some time with her. I look forward to bring my folks on a trip in time to come.

Be good to your parents :)

"I remember my mother's prayers and they have always followed me. They have clung to me all my life."
Abraham Lincoln

TGIF again

2010-08-13T10:31:00.003+08:00

Hey all. TGIF :)

I had a restful week. This week was incredible. I felt that my life has inched forward. I heard God spoke to me clearly on the areas I should work on in my life. God really has a way with me.

The year is coming to a close. This year is an incredible year. I reached much stability in the area of my career, family, my walk with God and my relationships with my family members and friends. Thank you for making this ride so worthwhile.

Ok I have to get back to work. Happy weekend guys.

In a brief

2010-08-06T17:11:00.003+08:00

Let me take a breather. I am swarmed this week.

In a brief, what I can remember from this week are work, meetings, good quality lunches, laughter, GV Gold Class, Salt, meetings, meetings & meetings!

B & I went for Gold Class last night, I didn't want to leave the recliner chair. It is complete pure luxury and we are contemplating to get the recliner chairs for our crib. I told B I will only do Gold Class from now on. Go give a try. My body literally sank into the recliners.

What's ahead, Dental, Family Lunch, Housework, Vene's birthday dinner, Service, CJ & Mich's Housewarming, Chillout, Dine with BVs, Love, Laugh, Joy, Daddy's birthday dinner..

I am sooooooo looking forward to the weekend ahead. Wiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii :)

Katriya

2010-08-03T15:00:00.003+08:00

Here's a lil picture of Katriya with her new bag. I was awfully surprised. She drew a picture of a trampoline for me. I brought it home and stuck it on the fridge. I'm swarmed with work, but am looking forward to the many good family times ahead.

Dinners, Birthday Celebrations, Housewarming, Gold Class Movies!! Sweet.

Have a fantastic week guys. Love love and more love xoxo

"Kids: they dance before they learn there is anything that isn't music."
William Stafford

Happy Birthday CHC

2010-08-02T08:41:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday CHC.

To the place where I found a second chance in life.

To the place where I found my wonderful husband B.

To the place where I learn how to love and honor my parents.

To the place I made beautiful great friendships.

To the place I found my dreams.

To the place where nothing is impossible.

To the place where I am accepted for who I am.

Happy Birthday CHC, happy birthday to YOU.

It's Splendid Thursday

2010-07-29T08:40:00.004+08:00

I had a relaxing week. Last night after dinner, B & I took a long stroll in town along Esplanade and Marina Bay Sands. We went back to the same spot 7 years ago where we were young teens, sitting at the edge of the riverbank, sharing our hearts. God is truly faithful to us. I know we can look into the future and expect great things from God.

Tomorrow I will be on leave, wheeeeee! I look forward to spending some time at home.

It's August. How time flies. Treasure every day, treasure every moment.

Gonna get back to work. Have a terrific weekend you guys.

"Peace - that was the other name for home."
Kathleen Norris

Snippets

2010-07-28T08:37:00.002+08:00

Good morning! I'm gonna do snippets.

I celebrated by doing a 4km jog last night.

B's current read "Richest Man in Babylon"
Heard Dr Bernard literally consumed the book

Excited for Drew & Nora's renewal of vows

Happy to have my parents with me this Sun

I am loved, cherished & valued.

I miss Laurent Bernard's chocolate souffle

Have a whoppy good day everyone!! xoxo :)

Moments that Matters

2010-07-26T13:51:00.005+08:00

Last night I was lying on the bed. I thought about the things that matters.

::When Brandon kiss me good night every night and tells me we will grow old together
::When I receive SMSes from my friends & they tell me they miss me and they love me
::Having meals with my parents, and able to give to them
::When my mum said the worship I led was good, it means the world to me
::Seeing little Snowie curl up at B's feet, even an animal knows the heart of a good man
::When my colleagues tell me that I have a big heart of love, I know that it is the work of Jesus
::When I go to the practice every Wed and see the familiar faces, these are the people I love being with
::When it rains and I sits at the living room, the warmth of having my own house
::Seeing lil Joseph holding B's hands, playing, talking, hugging
::Giving Joie a big kiss and have her kissing me back, this is sisterly love
::Hearing stories about forgiveness and love

::And hearing God whisper to me day in out that He loves me and He is not done with me

These are the moments that matters to me.

"And in the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years."

Abraham Lincoln

Friday Joy

2010-07-23T11:21:00.004+08:00

I'm so swarmed. It was work and the midweek tummy troubles. I was out with B on Tuesday night and I must have ate something wrong. I took Wed-day to rest and catch up on my rest. Got back to work the next day and here I am. It's Friday, beautiful Friday.

My dad came over last night and shared his heart with me concerning my aunty. I am just glad to see how our relationship has grown and I know it must be the doing of God. We hardly spoke before but since he accepted Christ, he is so much more positive and chatty. Be good to your parents, we have only one set of parents.

Boy the year is coming to a close. I have to put up the Christmas tree soon. I must throw a Christmas bash this year. This year was a pretty quiet one for us consider that we took a break from all the house parties. We should play harder before the little ones come. Last night before we slept, Brandon told me he loves me very very very much. Upon hearing that, I felt the warmth and peace came into my heart. I always feel I don't deserve this, but I am just humbled to be given a home, a good husband, a good family and a good life.

I am looking forward to have the little bambinos.

"If you count all your assets, you always show a profit." Robert Quillen

Peaceful Mondae

2010-07-19T15:19:00.003+08:00

Hey sweet,

I'm caught up with work today and will be dining with the boys. So can't write much. Meantime here's a picture of my beau and I at 17+7 wedding last Saturday. Have a peaceful Monday yall :)

"Love one another and you will be happy. It's as simple and as difficult as that."
Michael Leunig

TUJ

2010-07-18T23:41:00.003+08:00

TUJ.

Thank You Jesus. I had such a terrific weekend.

I enjoyed every bit of being in the presence of God. I got to songlead today at the Chinese Church. Just super blessed to see my folks enjoying the Word. It means alot when they told me they love the worship.

Please excuse me, I need to get away in the presence of God again.

B is enjoying himself watching the last live album of Delirious. The world is just blessed by their music that came out of their love for God.

Good night all.

Btw, my niece who is barely three and a half can recite the numbers in 4 languages. And she asked me if I can teach her french. I had such a blast this weekend.

TUJ. Stay with Jesus you.

Forgiveness

2010-07-15T13:03:00.003+08:00

I believe in love and I believe in forgiveness. I think the best gift we can give unto others is the gift of acceptance. It doesn't matter if people agrees with you, it doesn't matter if people are of a different belief or background as you, the love of Jesus simple embraces and accepts. I want to be more like Jesus.

It was a great night yesterday. Pst and Sun came by and I couldn't resist giving them both a big tight squeeze. How can we ever forget and neglect the fact that the two of them are the very ones who paid the price and gave us a 2nd shot in life. You are right in saying Jesus is the One that died on the cross, but Jesus has to work through yielded vessels. And they paid and is paying the price for giving us the climate to know God and be better in life.

It really amazes me how fast time flies. It's coming to Friday again. It has been a very fruitful week of work. I got back about 1am last night and I was a lil' worried about my schedule today. But God assured me that He will give ms strength for work. It amazes me that I am most productive and geared up every Thursday despite having to come back very late from practice. Truly God will never shortchange us as we seek Him and all His righteousness.

It's been 11 years of walking with Jesus. There is never never a day of boredom with my Lord.

"The wise still seek Him."
Author Unknown

Have a good weekend ahead! xoxo

Kari Jobe

2010-07-14T13:10:00.011+08:00

Hey all.

Say a prayer for me. I been resisting a flu and sore throat since last week. I am convinced there's a bug in the office. I thought I'm having B back, till he said he is rushing some microsites with impossible deadlines. It is okay, I never feel lonely because I have Jesus. I always feel the Holy Spirit with me.

Anyway Bennett suggested to listen to a lady Kari Jobe. I didn't think much of her but when I heard her stuffs on Youtube. I immediately fell in love with her. What struck me about her is the vulnerability and strength of her prayers. Her parents are both ministers and she started singing at a tender age of 3! I pray with all my heart that through our devotion to God, Brandon and I will raise up children like that for the works of Christ!

So here's Kari Jobe's latest single. "You Are For Me" Beautiful voice.

Respect

2010-07-13T17:03:00.001+08:00

"Be beautiful if you can, wise if you want to, but be respected - that is essential."
Anna Gould

TGITuesday

2010-07-13T08:57:00.003+08:00

Good morning you :)

Thank God it's Tuesday. I haven't been regularly on this space, because work is picking up and I am swarmed as usual. Good thing the World Cup is over, time to have my husband back. B has been staying up late most of the nights to watch the matches. Congratulations to Spain, I would love to see more of Torres but he's just so unfit this season.

Time really flies and it's July. More than half of the year flew by. When I looked back, I am most thankful for the fact that Jesus has always been with me, through ups and downs.

Got to get back to work, blog again.

"The name of Jesus is the one lever that lifts the world."
Author Unknown

A lil' Surprise

2010-07-09T18:47:00.004+08:00

I am sitting in my living room now. I came straight home after my meeting. It has been a good week and I must thank God for that. Work is good if you ask. Busyness is a good sign. We all need to work and toil for something. I am thankful for my colleagues. They are very kind and generous. What's best is they are very diligent in their work and it really encourages me.

For the longest time, Brandon provides the best for me. He has never been calculative towards me and has always tried his best to meet my needs. So I am very excited whenever I get to buy him something, off from my own pay cheque. I bought a pair of Adidas shoes for him. I don't think he has the time to read this space as he's swarmed by work. So I'm looking forward to his reaction tonight. Yeay.

Have a good week guys. Here's the lil' surprise for my Mr.

"I love you Brandon. Hoped you like the shoes. It's white and it's stylish. If you don't like it I would... Well you have to like it."
June

TGIT

2010-07-08T13:52:00.005+08:00

I am so glad to hear from S. I pray this will all be over soon. I love my church very much.

I realised whenever I am alone, I tend to walk with a skip. Or rather I skip when I walk. I was skipping back from lunch and learnt that it's because both B and I have completed our building fund. Yeay! It's our first BF as a couple and I am so glad we fulfilled our vows to God. God has been blessing us more than we gave. The verdict is, we can never outgive God. God is good.

I have been fighting against the sore throat and flu for the past few days. Resisting it in the mind actually helps. I am not bowing down to the sickness because it's a big weekend ahead.

I have to go finish up my proposals and head out for a meeting. Enjoy the rest of the week guys. And please go listen to Hillsongs' latest album "Beautiful Exchange." I am so ministered by their songs and lyrics of this album.

Love you all.

Here's a picture of me at home, taken a few weeks back. No makeup, no pretense, just the June you know.

"Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind."
Dr. Seuss

Happy Wednesday

2010-07-07T09:26:00.004+08:00

Pardon me. Work was busy and I was swarmed, again. I figured it's gonna be this way from now on. But I am really enjoying this and I thank God for it.

I am looking forward to my midweek perk tonight. Happy to see my friends with the same faith and passion.

I can almost see the future. It is like a pattern. Many years ago, I saw into the future when I was still dating B. We shared and talked about the future, what is it like to have a house, to watch World Cup in our new crib etc. And it's all happening now. We must see our future. And now I see our children, playing in our big white beautiful home (It's still going to be white).

Alright, I need to get back to work. Happy Wednesday peeps. xx

How am I going to live today in order to create the tomorrow I'm committed to?
~Anthony Robbins

My Weekend

2010-07-05T13:20:00.004+08:00

I had a terrific weekend. There was a new addition to the Crothers' family, Ella.

In a nutshell, this weekend was about family love, Argentina, Dr Bernard's sermon and a wedding. I am still digesting the word from Dr Bernard. It's so good to my soul.

I had a terrific night with Brandon. We prayed, we sang, we worshiped, we prophesied. It's so important that we keep our spirits sweet and whole before the week begins. I am enjoying my job thus far. I know as long as I continue to lean on God, it would stay this way.

Btw B received a new Tag Heur, I am so jealous.

My blessing is on its way. Meantime, have a good week y'all. Attached a picture of me, after so long!

"Always be a first-rate version of yourself, instead of a second-rate version of somebody else."
Judy Garland

Swarmed

2010-07-01T18:01:00.004+08:00

Hey peeps, I was swarmed with work the past week. But it's so good the weekend is here. I can be with B for the next 2 days straight. Looking forward to CG and service.

Will write soon. TGIF. God is good.

"Happiness is possible only when one is busy. The body must toil, the mind
must be occupied, and the heart must be satisfied. Those who do good
as opportunity offers are sowing seed all the time,
and they need not doubt the harvest."
Apples of Gold

Thank You

2010-06-29T11:34:00.007+08:00

I love my husband. And I really respect my husband, B.

I remembered I was discouraged about my building fund a few months back. It is a huge and impossible amount for us. But that was not an option for B, it was a conviction. B said that we must fulfill our first BF to God as a married couple. And today, I fulfill my BF and we are going to fulfill it. Our first BF to God.

We have been so blessed by God in so many aspects of our lives and this is really something to show our gratitude to Him. We are very excited and hopeful of what is ahead of us. We trust that God will continue to bless us in our marriage and family life.

I am really grateful to B. Thank you for always speaking faith into my life. Thank you for all the prayers, all the songs you sung to me, all the times you serve me despite being so tired. Thank you for being you, I love you very much and you are a reminder of God's goodness to me. To many great years ahead.

Thank you Vene for your acceptance and love towards me. Joining your CG is one of the best things that has happened to me. Love your heart for the Lord. We are just incredibly blessed to have you.

Albert, Gina, Adrian, Felicia, Euzanne, Lijun, Vene, Josephine Chua, Poh, Ally, Doreen Seow, Dr Isaac, Dorcas, Stanley, Joyce, Jace...

Thank you for pouring all the love, prayers, affections, gifts, chats and laughters into our lives. You have made such a difference in our lives. I am thinking about you and is grateful for you!

"In everyone's life, at some time, our inner fire goes out. It is then burst into flame by an encounter with another human being. We should all be thankful for those people who rekindle the inner spirit."
Albert Schweitzer

My Jesus

2010-06-28T16:36:00.008+08:00

I drank a cuppa coffee today. It perks me up instantly, the wonder of caffeine. I am usually worn out by the weekends. Too much fun, too much love, too much laughter, too much tears last weekend.

Last night I told God I can't get through a day without Him. I was literally afraid going through the week without Jesus. My work is getting more demanding. I cannot look at my responsibilities and the pressure through my own. But when I have Jesus, everything seems like a piece of cake. So I will take the narrow way.

Looking forward to Dr Bernard's meeting tomorrow night!

Happy Monday y'all :)

I have read in Plato and Cicero sayings that are very wise and very beautiful; but I never read in either of them: "Come unto me all ye that labour and are heavy laden."
St Augustine

My Sunshine

2010-06-26T23:43:00.002+08:00

During the week, God prompted me to read Psalms 27. I was mediating on it the whole week.

And when I went for cell group on Friday night, Psalms 27 was the main passage for the night. I was so moved and I felt God saying to me "This is My way of saying thank you to you." I am really happy to hear from God.

Tonight's service was very emotional for many of us. But I am thankful to be able to see Pastor and Sun. I just broke down and cried when I hugged them. I know and I believe all of these trials are temporal and there are greater glory ahead. We must keep on praying for Pastor and Sun, no one would understand the price they have to pay.

Pray Pray Pray. Please excuse me, I need to go help my husband for his work. I must be a good wife, this will make my Father smile.

Good night peeps.

He Laughed

2010-06-25T16:38:00.005+08:00

I can’t put a word to it.

I think it’s a consuming fire. Or probably in world terms it’s call Adrenaline.

That is how I have been feeling for the past one week. It is as if Jesus is coming back for me. I think it is probably the nights I spent with Him, or having secret meetings with Him during the toilet breaks. It’s unquenchable. It’s You and me, changing the world.

Today I heard God laughed. I am 100% sure. I was at lunch with my colleagues. It is a challenge to go for group lunches, because there are 2 vegetarians and a muslim. Anyway we were at this vegan place. This eatery is opened by a lady named Supreme Master, she preaches on the fusion of Christianity and Buddhism. I respect all religions and beliefs and my colleagues are the most wonderful people around.

So I was getting a little worried, because I have been eating at different vegetarians places lately and they are all operated by their spiritual organizations. I was wrestling in my thoughts and I heard His laughter. He told me it is not what I put in my mouth but what comes out of it matters. I felt relieved and ridiculous at the same time. Relieved because I know my heart matters more than what I eat, ridiculous because I allowed myself to worry over trivial matters like this. I am extremely happy to hear from God.

Thank God it’s Friday. I am burning on the inside of me. I can’t wait to get to cell group. I can't wait to meet God again!

"True worship is walking humbly before our Lord.”

Martin Smith

Happy Thursday

2010-06-24T09:39:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps, I was swarmed with work yesterday. So thus the absence.

There was a songleader's class with the grand trio (Ally, Bel & Poh) last night. It was enjoyable and a good reminder for many things I have learnt before. It was just so good to see everyone. Wednesday night practice is my midweek perk.

Recently I have been listening to podcasts and sermons on the way to work. As my work gets more demanding, I realised that I need God all the more. When I reach the end of the day, I could literally feel the thirst of my soul at the back of my throat. I just couldn't wait to get home and soak myself in the presence of God. The presence of God also gives me faith and strength for my work. All I can say is, I thank God we have the Holy Spirit and His presence. You and I have access to that living water.

The week just flew by like that again. It's Friday tomorrow. Looking forward to go for cell group!

We are contemplating a trip. Heard about Bangkok from the girls last night, maybe we should go there. But we want to go Tokyo. We shall see.

Happy Thursday Guys.

Xoxo

Katriya

2010-06-22T12:21:00.003+08:00

We went to the "Windows" for Father's Day dinner last Sunday. We talked about Toy Story 3, even lil Katriya loves it. So here's a photo of us. Look how big she has grown. She's so lovable and funny.

"When you look at your life, the greatest happinesses are family happinesses."
Joyce Brothers

Burned the Bridges

2010-06-21T16:44:00.001+08:00

I had an eventful weekend. Despite being tired from the work week, I enjoyed every second being in church, serving in the ministry and hearing the Word of God. I am always thankful to be given a chance to serve. I am even more delighted to be back singing for Chinese Church. It has been 2 months since I have last sang. It’s been 10 wonderful years of walking with Jesus.

My folks attended church on Sunday. I know they enjoyed the service thoroughly because I recognise the look of surrender and peace on them. And at the end of service, I gave my dad a big bear hug. It is the first time I have ever hug my dad. I know Jesus live in their hearts now. I am so thankful for that.

On Sunday I caught Toy Story 3. I don’t think an animation film has ever made me cry like that. I was so moved by the loyalty and courage Woody shown towards his friends. When I got home that night, I prayed to God that I want to be like Woody, who is so fearless in standing up for his friends. I bet you are laughing at how silly I am now.

But I have a perfect valid reason to be feeling this way. As you know, I am attending the most famous church in Singapore right now. City Harvest Church has been on the headlines for the past few weeks. It really hurts me to see the leaders whom I most loved and respected to be under the scrutiny of the media war. Let me give you a piece of my thought concerning this.

I am just one of the many (millions perhaps) that has been touched by the love of God and the acceptance of men. CHC is not just a physical church I go to every week to ease my conscience and to socialise; CHC is my pillar, my family and my life. Because of the ministry of Pastor Kong, I was given a second chance in life. I was a nobody, I was fat, I was depressed, and I wanted to die and waste my life away. I did badly for my studies and I indulged myself in unhealthy relationships. To me, there was no purpose and no redemption for my life.

And 10 years down the road, I am a changed woman. I am no longer that depressed girl. Sure I feel fat sometimes, but I am a happy person. I am married to a wonderful man and my parents are reconciled and saved. I enjoy my work and I have many wonderful friends who share the same faith with me. My conviction is, Pastor Kong and Sun has paid the price to give us these. They held onto their conviction and beliefs and build this great wonderful church.

Sure at times people in church still disappoint me, maybe the system ain’t perfect. But then again who and what is perfect on the face of the earth? Your boyfriend? Your dog? Your mobile phone? So the verdict is, none is perfect and we don’t expect anyone to be. We are all works in progress. Even though the church is imperfect, Jesus still loves His bride. This is the beauty of Christianity. We don’t always have to be perfect to love and to fight. We are wounded soldiers.

I have burned the bridges. There is no turning back. No matter what happens, I believe, I love, I trust and I forgive my Pastors. I am proud to be a member of City Harvest Church.

“Dear Lord, make me like Woody. I want to be loyal and courageous. I want to save my friends like how he does. Amen.”

June

Yawn

2010-06-18T16:07:00.005+08:00

I'm feeling unusually sleepy today. I have been sleeping about 11ish lately. I'm determined to sleep by 10pm from next week. My days at work are long so I have to be tip-top for work. But now... I miss my bed. Yawn.

"The feeling of sleepiness when you are not in bed, and can't get there, is the meanest feeling in the world."
Edgar Watson Howe

Friday & Birthday

2010-06-18T10:23:00.002+08:00

Thank God it’s Friday.

This week flew by for me. I enjoyed the learning and training part of my work and I am ready to embrace what is ahead of me. I am bursting with excitement. I have made plans for the next half of the year and I know it’s all going to be good.

I been listening to Christine Pringle and it really touched my heart when she shares about the sacredness of the call of God in our lives.

The call of God is sacred in our lives. We must never underestimate and belittle the lives we live for Jesus. We must never doubt the power of God. We must hold fast to the call of God upon our lives. When we say yes to the Lord, we are indirectly saying yes to making the world a better place, we are indirectly saying yes to stop being a pain in the ass and start being a plus to people around us.

Today is Mindy’s birthday. Mindy is responsible for introducing Jesus to me. I am thankful and I always will be, for all the prayers, the faithfulness she has shown to me. Your grace has given me strength to be a better person. You are a great listener and I appreciate you for who you are. Thank you for the 13 years of friendship. Thank you for loving Jesus and thank you for being my friend. Have a happy happy birthday!

"Because time itself is like a spiral, something special happens on your birthday each year: The same energy that God invested in you at birth is present once again."
Menachem Mendel Schneerson

Katriya

2010-06-17T16:45:00.005+08:00

I miss this little one. See you this Saturday Katriya.

"Children have neither past nor future; they enjoy the present, which very few of us do."
Jean de la Bruyere

Daily Jive

2010-06-17T12:01:00.004+08:00

Every Wednesday I would look forward to going to church for music practices. It is a mid-week revitalisation for me. I get to meet the like-minded people whom I love, we would practice the songs and enjoy a good time.

So I was rather bummed last night when I have to go the Beerfest for work’s purposes. But it turned out to be pretty enjoyable. The music was good. It was also good to catch up with George and his friend Keshav. B was with me so it would not turn out bad in any case.

By the way, we signed up for World Cup. Due to my commitment to work, I rejected B’s offer every night to watch the game. I knew for sure I would enjoy. Because I had such fond memories of watching the last 2 World Cup with B. Anyway I decided to heck my early-sleep routine to catch a glimpse of the buzz. But I was left disappointed to see Spain performing so badly against Switzerland.

That’s the con about rooting for a losing team. You get wired up emotionally with their loss.
Anyway I will still immerse myself in the upcoming games. I am looking forward to seeing Kaka and Messi play.

Have a good Thursday y’all. TGIF tmrw.

Here’s my sweetheart to end it off. Bobo was caught staring intently at my dad preparing food.

And a little funny quote I come across.

"Some people believe football is a matter of life and death. I'm very disappointed with that attitude. I can assure you it is much, much more important than that."
Bill Shankly

Rain and Friends

2010-06-16T15:20:00.004+08:00

Today I am lost for a topic to expound on. It’s probably the rain.

I didn’t sleep well last night. Ironically I prayed for my mum to sleep well. My folks will be coming to church this weekend. They are reluctant to come. That is the problem with new believers, they need you to hold their hand and drag them to church. Thereafter they would be thankful you did so.

I have been thinking about this whole subject on friends recently. As you get a little older, you are more selective in giving your heart and time. And this is a good thing. See, I believe in sowing and reaping. Friendship is more than words. It’s not what you do once in a while, it’s what you do day in and day out that makes the difference.

I have a good friend named Gina. She is an air-stewardess and I would probably only see her once or twice a month. But the strange thing is, I always have this feeling she is around. She would make me cards, write me letters, pray for me and give to me. We known each other for less than 2 years but it feels like we have been friends forever. And she always comes across as someone dependable and trustworthy. I know that she is genuinely concerned for me because her words often translate into actions. And I really appreciate her because I know she has tried to be a friend to me. And in exchange, I give her my love, my friendship and my time.

"A true friend unbosoms freely, advises justly, assists readily, adventures boldly, takes all patiently, defends courageously, and continues a friend unchangeably."
William Penn

Gina, my beautiful friend :)

My Dad

2010-06-15T10:04:00.007+08:00

Ever since I got married and moved out, my dad would come by to our place regularly. He would fix things in the house, bring food, or tidy up the place and leave quietly. So anyway he came by last night to bring us some dumplings. And we ended up watching a Chinese movie till wee. Just my dad and I.

I remember vividly all the birthday celebrations my dad would put up for me in my growing years. I remember all the expensive toys he used to buy me. When I was 5, I needed to stay in the hospital for a few weeks because I had complications with my respiratory system. I could recall the fond memories of my dad sitting by my side and acting silly just to assure me.

But in my growing years, we started to grow apart. It was definitely puberty and young teen angst for me. My dad became more withdrawn as his relationship with my mum deteriorates. But the greatest thing is, I found Jesus, and my parents found Jesus. The dynamics of the relationships in the family has taken a 180 degrees change. Although I am no longer staying with them, I am closer to them now than previously. We would spend quality time talking and going out for meals. And I would make an effort to see them weekly.

We would never have our parents forever. You and I must learn how to cherish the times with our folks. If your folks are difficult, learn how to overcome evil with good. Overcome them with your love and patience, it worked for my case.

Take a step at a time. Write a card, buy some favourite snacks of theirs. It doesn’t need to be fanciful. Loving someone is very simple. I am looking forward to have my folks at church with me this weekend. And I already know what I am giving my dad. Start planning! Share with me your plans.

“I love my father as the stars - he's a bright shining example and a happy twinkling in my heart.”
Terri Guillemets

The lil' pound puppy my dad bought me when I was 3 years old. He fixed the nose with a black button recently :)

B's Memo

2010-06-14T17:59:00.007+08:00

This is a memo from B. He probably had it all figured out. The memo served as an encouragement for me on my first day of work. I remember we used to write each other daily, for 2 years.

Getting off work! Tonight I have to fold and iron my laundry. I have a sneaky suspicion B will be working late tonight.

Have a peaceful Monday evening y'all.

"To send a letter is a good way to go somewhere without moving anything but your heart."
Phyllis Theroux

A Brand New Dawn

2010-06-14T14:39:00.004+08:00

I could almost hear it audibly. "It's time to start writing your journal again."

It's been 6 months since I have last wrote down my thoughts. It has been a while. And I could recall all the pros from penning down my thoughts. Beside being able to do that, keeping an online journal effectively helps me to stay thankful and sane in all situations.

So the million-dollar question. What have I been up to? Frankly, off my head I see painting my house, serving and singing my heart out and images of time spent with the most wonderful friends and family I have. I have also been caught up with building a home with my beau, B. This is our 8th year together and I still feel like we just met yesterday. Marriage is a wonderful gift from above.

I have been listening to Pst Christina Pringle's 'O Sacred Kiss' sermon lately. She shared about the sacredness of marriage, friendship and unity among people. And she shared beautifully from her journal and it really encouraged me to start journaling again. So I hoped my little space will periodically shed some light and love to you, my reader. And I am always amazed when people cares to read my thoughts and entries, so I will cherish it and ensure my entries are as honest and fun.

But if you excuse me, I am in a middle of my work. I will take time to write in between breaks if something good comes up.

"Do the best that you can, where you are, with what you have." -Author Unknown

Updated

2009-12-08T09:59:00.005+08:00

Hey all :)

Gosh it's December now. I have been so out of touch here. Almost close to 2 months! I'm sorry but here I am.

Facebook is convenient but I can't be really direct or transparent there because there are just so many people on it. You never know who is reading about your life up there.

So anyway it has been a really eventful year. I must really thank God for the many breakthroughs this year.

I think this by itself is very powerful and touching at the same time.

This year I have gained many meaningful and great friendships. God showed me that for everything I have lost He will returned me double. God really brought many good friends into my life. They are not just people who, I can laugh with, but they are people who are genuinely wants the best for my life. They really care for me, they care for my marriage, they give to me, and most importantly I know I can be myself when I am with them. I do not need to apologize or worry about stepping on their tails half the time. I am just extremely thankful to God for all these people.

THANK YOU ALL, for the little Sunshine you have given to me. Looking forward to a fantastic year ahead :)

Update

2009-10-19T22:41:00.001+08:00

Hey peeps,

I am so sorry. I have been so out of touch here. Well I have been good, been such an adventure since the Hangzhou trip (Which I enjoyed it so much). I am pretty active on Facebook nowadays.

Anyway a new phase of life is coming for me. I am happy, excited and looking forward about it.

I am looking forward to having the CG at our place this coming Saturday! :) I love them to bits!

Gonna be more regular here I hoped.

Take care guys, love you all!

Joyce Meyer

2009-09-14T14:15:00.003+08:00

Joyce Meyer:

When you're on your deathbed, you're not going to ask for your bank balance.

You cannot have a decent relationship without investing time, quality time.

All of our relationships are nurtured in the margin of our lives. And your margins are between the busy things you do. How much time you leave between your appointments, your quality time you spent with your family. Sometimes we just run from things to things and have no time for our loved ones.

---

Want to say thank you for showing love to me even in the midst of your busyness! Thank you for your smses, your time, your encouragement and your effort to show that you care!

Venetia

Josephine

Euzanne

Mindy

Shing

Gina

Felicia

Jace

Joyce

Alan

Tavia

Erika

Ally

Brandon

Madeline

Man is a knot into which relationships are tied. ~Antoine de Saint-Exupéry

PRAY

2009-09-05T02:16:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps,

sorry I have been gone for so long. Life has been very good to me. Or perhaps I shouldn't have said that in case you think I am living inside a bubble. Life always has its challenges and I have my fair share. But God has been very good to me. And the truth is, God is a good God and He is good to anyone who believes so.

So I have been really spending more time praying and studying the Word of God. I have been listening to Joyce Meyer and you may have realized and I was and I am just so incredibly blessed by her teachings. Most importantly, it really helped me to develop a love for His word. I am just so thankful for His word and promises. Life itself is just negative and downhill, especially the things that goes through our mind.

But I am glad Apostle Paul says that though our outward men is perishing daily, our inward man is renewed day by day. And I feel so ALIVE and happy compared when I was 15 years. I do feel much younger and happy on the inside of me. And I want to walk with God even more as the year is coming to an end. I am just so excited for the year 2010 to come. I know there are always things I want to achieve or possess. But walking with God made me realize that I have everything and I really don't need much to be happy in life. So that's a very good deal for me.

I guessed keeping a good attitude is so vital. I learn how to count my blessings and thank God for them daily. I realized as I do so, it just kept multiplying itself.

A person without God is interested what people can do for him, but a person who loves and walks with God is more interested in what he can do for people. I really believe each individual can be a blessing to the people around him or her.

I want to be a big blessing to the people around me. I was so impacted by Joyce's teachings about the power of our words. I was so moved and I made a strong decision to cover people with my words with love. Anyhow, I really want to love people even more, whether a person can do anything for me or not. Sometimes we love only because we can get something out of the relationship.

Alrighty, I got to go. I am really excited about the weekend. The youth band is taking the praise and worship at Jurong services. See you guys around.

Quote of the Day

2009-08-28T15:04:00.001+08:00

Who, being loved, is poor? ~Oscar Wilde

Quote of the Day

2009-08-27T15:56:00.002+08:00

"One of the best thing that has happened to me is to have married you."

June

Jennifer Aniston leaves her trailer on “The Bounty” film set

2009-08-25T12:10:00.000+08:00

Note

2009-08-21T13:33:00.001+08:00

Last night at the overnight prayer meeting, Pst Audrey closed the message by sharing about gratefulness. I am really blessed by the Word and enjoyed myself very much.

Looking back, I am really thankful for the 10 years walking with God. I pray that I will be able to look back another 20 years from now.

Thank you Mindy for bringing me into this great family. Eternally grateful to you!

"Gratitude is the memory of the heart." ~Jean Baptiste Massieu

Joyce Meyer

2009-08-19T15:01:00.001+08:00

I'm hooked on Joyce Meyer. Been enriching my life so far.

You all should just take a look. Somehow she get away with being sarcastic, entertaining, convicting, humorous all at the same time.

Check it out.

Joyce Meyer's Podcasts

Thank GOD

2009-08-17T01:49:00.002+08:00

If the only prayer you said in your whole life was, "thank you," that would suffice. ~Meister Eckhart

One of the things I remind myself everyday is to be thankful to God. And I realized when one starts to be thankful, one will realise that one is actually very blessed. I was over at my folks' today and I was just watching the Taiwan News about their Typhoon aftermath situation. There were all ages of people, crying out for their missing loved ones. It dawned upon me that I am really blessed to be in the midst of my family and husband.

Sometimes we focus too much on what we doesn't have. How about thanking God for what we have? When I look around and observe the pattern in people, I realised God is truly very fair. I maybe weak in Maths, but I am strong in language. It's a gift. Whenever I find myself getting envious of people, I start to count the all the blessings I have. Gratitude is the least of all virtues but ingratitude is the worst of all vices.

I thank God for CHC, I thank God for Mindy and Euzanne who gave their lives and blood to reach out to me. I just cannot imagine what will I be doing if I haven't come to know Jesus. And the fact that I am still serving in church... I am just utterly thankful for His grace.

Thank God for your parents! For not living in hunger, for not being handicapped! I mean we could be one of them. Thnak God for good health. Janelle is fighting her life everyday, we had the luxury to be healthy and grow up, and she has to fight for her life. Pals, there are just so many things to thank God for.

1 billion people in the world cannot find fresh water everyday. And everyday, children are sold for a price of a cappucino. If we stay thankful, soon enough you will realise you do lack nothing.

Good night everyone. Thank God for His love, can you imagine He decided to stop listening to our rants for a week. The world would go into chaos. Thank God for God :)

Quote of the Night

2009-08-17T01:33:00.000+08:00

"The value of consistent prayer is not that He will hear us, but that we will hear Him."

~William McGill

Presenting To You

2009-08-14T22:31:00.005+08:00

No matter how tired he was, he would dragged his feet out of bed and travel all the way from Bedok to Jurong every morning without fail. I guessed I made things even harder because I get to sleep in, can you imagine how he felt during a rainy day (It's the perfect weather to snuggle in bed).

He was tired and deadbeat from working and studying at the same time, yet he never once would skipped cell group or music practice just because he was tired.

He fed me, he encouraged me, he took care of me when I was sick, he prayed for me when I was down, he would walk and buy the groceries or dinner when I know all he wanted was to sleep and do nothing. He gave me money, he make sure I have money to travel, to eat, to shop and to even buy the things I like. He cleaned the rabbit's area faithfully even when he was so dropdead tired. He would fold the clothes nicely and take pride in it.

Today's pile of clothes he folded

I am talking about my husband Brandon who is graduating from SOT tomorrow. More than graduating from the course, he was a loving husband, a good leader, a best friend, a good playmate, a good shoulder for me to cry on the past few months. I think if the world were to come down on me, there is one person I can still count on, and that is my wonderful husband.

Dear Brandon, I am sorry there were times I gave you some crap for the past few months. But I just want to say I am so proud of you. I love your simplicity outlook for life and for people. You showed me what is to trust God and not worry. You are graduating this weekend! It's a glorious mark, you should be very proud of yourself. Remember we thought it's gonna be tough. But GOD MADE IT ALL POSSIBLE. Thanks Jesus for His grace.

I love you and... let's give Brandon a big round of applause ok?

*CLAPS*

The roots of education are bitter, but the fruit is sweet. ~Aristotle

Bible's Take on Gossip

2009-08-13T11:30:00.002+08:00

Recently I have been praying about this whole deal on gossip because I have been hearing so much nonsense going around. It's heartbreaking sometimes to hear stuffs like that in the house of God where it should be a family, where it should be full of love and understanding. Anyhow, I guessed we are not perfect and all I can say is, as for me myself, I want to be mature about this whole deal. Check out the bible's take on gossip. Interesting read.

The Hebrew word translated “gossip” in the Old Testament is defined as “one who reveals secrets, one who goes about as a talebearer or scandal-monger.” A gossiper is a person who has privileged information about people and proceeds to reveal that information to those who have no business knowing it. Gossip is distinguished from sharing information by its intent. Gossipers have the goal of building themselves up by making others look bad and exalting themselves as some kind of repositories of knowledge.

In the book of Romans, Paul reveals the sinful nature and lawlessness of mankind, stating how God poured out His wrath on those who rejected His laws. Because they had turned away from God's instruction and guidance, He gave them over to their sinful natures. The list of sins includes gossips and slanderers (Romans 1:29b-32). We see from this passage how serious the sin of gossip is and that it characterizes those who are under God’s wrath.

Women are certainly not the only ones who have been found guilty of gossip. Anyone can engage in gossip simply by repeating something heard in confidence. The book of Proverbs has a long list of verses that cover the dangers of gossip and the potential hurt that results from it. “A man who lacks judgment derides his neighbor, but a man of understanding holds his tongue. A gossip betrays a confidence, but a trustworthy man keeps a secret” (Proverbs 11:12-13).The Bible tells us that “a perverse man stirs up dissension, and a gossip separates close friends” (Proverbs 16:28). Many a friendship has been ruined over a misunderstanding that started with gossip. Those who engage in this behavior do nothing but stir up trouble and cause anger, bitterness, and pain among friends. Sadly, some people thrive on this and look for opportunities to destroy others. And when such people are confronted, they deny the allegations and answer with excuses and rationalizations. Rather than admit wrongdoing, they blame someone else or attempt to minimize the seriousness of the sin. “A fool's mouth is his undoing, and his lips are a snare to his soul.

The words of a gossip are like choice morsels; they go down to a man's inmost parts” (Proverbs 18:7-8).Those who guard their tongues keep themselves from calamity (Proverbs 21:23). So we must guard our tongues and refrain from the sinful act of gossip. If we surrender our natural desires to the Lord, He will help us to remain righteous. May we all follow the Bible’s teaching on gossip by keeping our mouths shut unless it is necessary and appropriate to speak.

Quote of my Life

2009-08-13T11:22:00.003+08:00

"I resolve to speak ill of no man whatever, not even in a matter of truth; but rather by some means excuse the faults I hear charged upon others, and upon proper occasions speak all the good I know of everybody."

~Benjamin Franklin

Sister Love

2009-08-12T21:35:00.002+08:00

Erika and me, over the weekend! Brandon commented that I really behaved like her. Even Erika's mum thinks we look alike. Ha ha!

Thx

2009-08-11T21:58:00.002+08:00

I had a very good weekend. I count it all joy whenever I get to the chance to serve God. I met up with Pst Tan last Saturday and had a good chat about my career direction. I was very blessed by his sharing. He encouraged Brandon and I to always position ourselves in the will of God. I guessed when we do that, there's always grace for every good work.

I am excited for the year coming to an end. I have been having some really good fellowship. And I just appreciate the people who comes together and have a good time. I just walk away feeling so happy and the joy of God full in me. One of my secrets to joy is to never concern myself with people's business.

Brandon is graduating this weekend and I am really proud of him. He has toughen up so much the past 6 months and I am glad he fought a good fight of faith. Bible school is just tough, the schedule is actually not that tedious but there's this very tired and tough culture behind this and I salute to all of you that has make the decision to go SOT.

Some things to thank God for...

1) Good family time with the Neos. Happy Birthday Daddy. Seeing Katriya really makes me look forward to have a girl.

2) The BV outing. Enjoyed the food and company. Love the family. Thanks Alec & Lisa.

3) My CG W322 and Venetia. Happy Birthday Vene, enjoy your trip.

4) My HUSBAND, for always doting and always loving.

5) Poh, Jo & Family

6) Benett, never could be do all of these if not for YOU. I thank God for u everyday.

7) Erika, Madeline, slumber night was dope.

8) The mad ghost, deliverance, stories, the hungover, morning mcdonald meal. Haven't done that for ages but made me feel young all over again.

9) Thank GOD for greater leaders :)

I love you all, enjoy a great week ahead.

Quote

2009-08-11T20:18:00.000+08:00

"If it's very painful for you to criticize your friends - you're safe in doing it. But if you take the slightest pleasure in it, that's the time to hold your tongue."

~Alice Duer Miller

Quote of the Day

2009-08-07T14:11:00.000+08:00

"It is one of my sources of happiness never to desire a knowledge of other people's business."

~Dolley Madison

Quote of the Day

2009-08-06T14:30:00.002+08:00

"I think everybody should get rich and famous and do everything they ever dreamed of so they can see that it's not the answer."

Jim Carrey

Jen Aniston: I Don’t Mind Being Called “the Lonely Girl”

2009-08-05T12:54:00.000+08:00

Jennifer Aniston — who has yet to find love since her 2005 split from Brad Pitt — says she is aware of what’s been whispered behind her back.

“I’m not going to ignore the pink elephant in the living room,” the actress, 40, tells the September issue of Elle. “It’s fine. I can take it.”
She says she’s fully supportive of “anybody who is in a place that’s not their strongest [but] is ready to push forward.”

“If I’m the emblem for ‘this is what it looks like to be the lonely girl getting on with her life,’ so be it,” says the actress, who was recently linked to Bradley Cooper following splits with Vince Vaughn, Paul Sculfor and John Mayer. “I can make fun of myself. And I’ll bring it up as long as the world is bringing it up.”

She says she’s always used humor to get her through tough situations.

Jenny

2009-08-04T12:46:00.001+08:00

Jennifer taking a break from the set of 'The Bounty.'

I Love You

2009-08-04T00:32:00.003+08:00

Still feeling lucky I married you Brandon. Just a reminder, forget about the nagging, the laundry, the rabbit's craps, the hangers, your stuffs that I threw away. I love you more than yesterday.

"It's hard to defeat a woman in love."

~Destin Figuier

Happy Birthday CHC

2009-08-02T21:15:00.003+08:00

Today is such a memorable and significant day for me. Today we celebrated CHC's 20th anniversary.

Mindy was reminding me that 10 years ago on this fateful day, it was the first time I stepped into CHC at SIS. I wore an oversized Mickey Mouse T-shirt and was dragged to the service. It was the first time I see Poh leading on the guitar, the first time I see Pst Kong, and the first time I met God.

Well, I didn't had the best attitude then and was sleeping during the sermon. I didn't know God then and I didn't have any sense of purpose in life.

I am just so humbled and thankful to be able to be a part of CHC. I was sleeping 10 years ago and 10 years now I am singing, fervently loving the Lord. And whenever I think of how good God has been, I never fail to think of the people that has sown into my life and persist in believing in me. If not for Mindy who reached out to me, I would never have come to know my wonderful Saviour Jesus. If not for Euzanne braving the rain and come knocking at my door to bring me to service, I would not be able to serve God today.

This week is a pretty tough week for Brandon and me. It was a little unpredictable but yet by the grace of God, we managed to stay in the right zone of attitude and be happy. My wallet got stolen in the mid week and therefore it just caused lots of inconvenience for me. I lost my IC, all my credit and ATM cards and all my membership cards. But I know in the midst of that I can always be thankful for something. I started to thank God that all I lost is just a wallet and I thank God for the safety of my loved ones.

And last night, right before we are about to turn in, Brandon received a call and was told that his doggy has passed away, suddenly. We actually brought him to the vet a few weeks back and was expecting him to get better. It was just not a good time for Brandon's best friend to go just like that. We packed our stuffs and head back to his folks in the wee hours. We barely slept for 2 hours and had to go to SIS the next morning. But in the midst of that, we know that GOD IS GOOD and we must continually offer Him a sacrifice of praise.

So pain and loss in life are inevitable. But our comfort and victory rests in the Lord. He loves us more than we can comprehend. I am just so thankful for CHC, for my friends who just never give up on me. Worth a shout out here.

Mindy

Euzanne

Ellen

Isabel

Simon Peter

Pst Kong

Sun

Pst Eileen

Ally

Bennett

Dave

Poh & Jo

Adrian

Felicia

Jace

Alec & Lisa

Alan

Venetia

Albert & Gina

W322

My Folks

Agnes O

The list goes on...

Thank you for your friendship and love. You were always there for me and you encouraged me in every way you could. Thank YOU.

Lastly, Happy Birthday CHC :)

Photos from Past Week

2009-07-31T13:53:00.002+08:00

I married the brightest light in the room

My beautiful Katriya

Bobo, who never fail to make me laugh

Husband at work

I have to persuade him to do candid

"Happiness often sneaks in through a door you didn't know you left open."

~John Barrymore

Quote of the Day

2009-07-31T13:50:00.000+08:00

"I always say shopping is cheaper than a psychiatrist."

-Tammy Faye Bakker

Jennifer Aniston

2009-07-31T13:44:00.001+08:00

Jennifer Aniston arrived for another day of work on the set of The Bounty in NYC, looking hot in her short shorts. She's been spending her Summer working with Gerard Butler, but Jen's already lining up her next projects. She just confirmed that she'll star in a romantic comedy called Pumas about women who seduce younger men, a project she mentioned back in her naked issue of GQ. Jen looks better than ever these days so she's the perfect fit to play a sexy woman at any age.

Still love her.

Jennifer Aniston back on set of “The Bounty”

2009-07-30T12:23:00.002+08:00

Jennifer Aniston hangs onto her hat as she heads to “The Bounty” set in central Manhattan. Jen is shooting the new flick with Gerard Butler.

No one does a white tee and jeans better than Jennifer Aniston! Love her love her love.

Love It

2009-07-28T23:00:00.001+08:00

Cup Of Sufferings

2009-07-28T22:58:00.001+08:00

Just yesterday I was blogging about my portion of sufferings and I lost my wallet today :(

Dear God,

Will you bless me with a new wallet & a new vacumm cleaner. I receive it in Jesus' name, amen.

Thankful

2009-07-28T10:42:00.002+08:00

Don't mind me, I do have my own cup of sufferings to go through. To each its portion and I don't think anyone is excused from that. Even my little bunny has her share of problems :)

My point is, we can all use a little positivity and good attitude in days like that. I would love to think that my life is a fairytale come through, it is if I make up my mind to be. For now I am just counting my blessings and the incredible relationships that are around to remind me that life is wonderful.

Some thoughts.

I still miss Children Church and I miss screaming and yelling with the children. Those were the unforgettable days.

I am glad James Tan is back, he's been such a wonderful faithful friend and there are comfort at his return.

I love my cell group W322, the people are just wonderful and so easy to be with. Nothing complicated, just the right dose of maturity and fun for me. That's the kind of base I need.

I still love my house but the recent infestations of the ants makes it harder for our relationship. I no longer dig cleaning it because no matter how hard I clean, the ant trail just reminds me I am not cleaning it hard enough.

I grow up thinking that life can be perfect, but I guessed it could be, for as long as we made it to be. Seeing the marriages and relationships failing around me, I just need to remind myself that I need to work and tend to my garden of relationships daily, with God, with my loved ones, with Brandon.

Brandon got his iphone 3Gs and so he passed the ipod to me. Everyone should have an ipod, I am having the time of my life with an apple gadget. I run with it, I sleep with it. Apple do rules the world.

It's so strange, it always seems like yesterday I was the little fat girl in that blue school uniform. I guessed it comes back every now and then. Always stay humble, always stay forgiving, that's what I learn. Whenever I think about how far I have come, couple of ppl just pop up in my head. Ellen, Mindy, Gabrielle, Belle, Euzanne, ahh so close to my heart.

Enough ranting. I love you all, you might not believe it. Because we don't talk or hangout all the time, or even once. But I do, for a strange reason.

"Any intelligent fool can make things bigger, more complex, and more violent. It takes a touch of genius - and a lot of courage - to move in the opposite direction."

E.F. Schumacker

Good Night

2009-07-25T00:45:00.003+08:00

I spent the day with lil' Joseph & James. He was absolute pure love and fun. And he's growing to be like a little Poh.

It was a full week of serving God and running around. Though tired, my heart is full of joy. I am happy because it's weekend and I get to sleep in with Brandon.

Blog again, have a good weekend everyone!

Gd night.

"Every child comes with the message that God is not yet discouraged of man."
Rabindranath Tagore

World's Luckiest

2009-07-23T23:59:00.003+08:00

You still made me feel like I'm the world's luckiest girl.

I love you Brandon.

Amor Vincit Omnia

2009-07-23T03:02:00.002+08:00

My First Tattoo, there you go.

"When the designs are chosen with care, tattoos have a power and magic all their own. They decorate the body but they also enhance the soul."

Michelle Delio

Update

2009-07-23T02:49:00.004+08:00

Hey guys,

how's it going? I been neglecting this space for quite abit. I just count myself really lucky and blessed everyday. For a beautiful home, a wonderful husband, many many faithful friends whom I been having some incredible playtime with lately.

I am really looking forward to CHC's 20th anniversary.

I still feel incredibly blessed to stick around with GOD. I would love to be around for another 20 years, no dear Lord make it for the rest of my life. It's truly by the grace of God I can be able to do what I love.

Every person has his or her own portion of suffering and challenge, but let's grow in the comfort that God is around and we are all here for one another. I just really appreciate and love the ones sticking around me now. Thank you. I got a very good feeling about 2010.

Good night everyone.

P.S

Hi Ellen, let's do poolside.

Hi Gabrielle, come my place.

Hi W322, I miss all of u.

Hi James, glad that yer back, you have no idea.

Hi Sis, you better study for your O's.

Hi double AAs, I love u both and let's form a blading ministry. :/

Hi Madeline, I am thinking about you. Be happy.

Hi Simon, thks for yer friendship and keeping in touch.

Hi Bennett, I really miss talking to you.

Hi Brandon, I am still insanely in love with you. Pls help with the laundry tmr.

Hi Erika, maybe we should reach out to our brother and where is your boyfriend. Triangular sign off.

Hi Jesus, please help me.

Shoutout

2009-07-21T00:04:00.002+08:00

I just don't have the energy to blog this time. Shout out.

My Sister, Agnes
Estella
Jace
Feli
Mindy
Ellen
Gabrielle
James
Madeline
Alicia

I love you guys incredibly.

Update

2009-07-19T21:52:00.003+08:00

Hey peeps,

how's it going? I am sorry I have been neglecting this space for quite abit. I was away for 2 weeks and when I came back, I got really sick and was quarantined because of the H1N1 scare around.

Anyway I have been good. I am very thankful to be given so much opportunities to serve God. Last night when I was praying to God, I reached a defining moment in my life. For very long I have been sitting on the fence about serving God and pursuing my career and work life. I still think I have to find my career path and direction. But I feel extremely at peace when I look back to my life, I gave God my best and serve the house of God with no regrets. And by the grace of God, I am still able to do that again.

And to have my husband serving with me week in and out, that is something very dear to me and I thank God for that everyday. I still want to love God when I am old! I have really been enjoying myself thus far, the people around me has been nothing but pure love and fun. Thank you so much for your friendship.

And to be able to see my cell group and spent a little time with them last friday night was really good for me. I am just blessed to be a part of the W322 family. Thank you all for always showing love and concern. And sorry we haven't really been around much.

I love the BV ministry and every single one of them. Everyone is so close to my heart and I am still so thankful and humbled to be a part of the ministry. All of you are so different but so dear to me. I love u all.

I miss Gabrielle, Ellen, Euzanne, Isabel, Mindy. We need to seriously catch up girls.

I miss my parents, my sister and my little doggie who never fail to put a big smile on my face!

I get so sentimental at times, please forgive me. Got to go, looking forward to Pst Kong in SOT this week!

CIAO

"Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some stay for a while, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never, ever the same."
Flavia Weedn

God is Good

2009-07-15T02:52:00.002+08:00

I think I am really lucky, blessed, fortunate whatever you calls it.

Spending time with God really gave me lots of perspective. God is really good to me.

One of the best thing that happen to me is to marry Brandon. He means the world to me. We're coming to a year anniversary. Nice work.

I love all my friends, you guys made me smile in the middle of the night. I am thinking abt YOU again.

Ellen
Gabrielle
Isabel
Euzanne
Mindy
Fanny
Jace
Feli
Adrian
Estella
Ally
Belle
Madeline
Regina
Alec
Lisa
Venetia
Jo
Simon
Shing
Joanna
Erika

Some of you are mad and made me laugh all the time. Good night everyone!

Fergie wants to be a good role model!

2009-07-14T21:55:00.001+08:00

Fergie is cleaning up her act — because she wants to be a good role model to her legions of young fans.

The Black Eyed Peas star has promised to watch what she says while onstage.

“I wasn’t trying to be a role model with [album] The Dutchess,” the singer tells August’s Marie Claire. “But suddenly, seeing little girls in the audience with their moms made me think about what I do onstage a little bit more.

“I had to watch my mouth, because it can be filthy. It changed things for me.”

The singer say’s she’s been busy at the gym losing the he 17 pounds she gained for her role as Saraghina, a prostitute, in new movie Nine — which premieres this November.

“I’ve been busting my ass, training,” she says. “Being around the guys, they’re like a fraternity — I know what they look at. I don’t want to have a song like My Humps and it be sagging down, so I pay attention to that area. A lot.”

Fergie — who wed actor Josh Duhamel earlier this year — says that after past relationship issues, it’s good to be secure.

“I’ve been in a lot of relationships that were exciting but unhealthy, very Sid-and-Nancy-esque,” she says, referring to doomed couple Sid Vicious of the Sex Pistols and girlfriend Nancy Spungen. “I wanted somebody I could count on. [And] with all the craziness of this business, I know I can count on my man – and he knows he can count on me.”

I just like you more Fergie.

Jennifer Aniston Doesn’t Want To Look Desperate

2009-07-14T00:43:00.002+08:00

“Jennifer Aniston was devastated when Bradley Cooper told reporters in Paris that she was ‘just a friend’ and denied they had any romantic involvement,” a source told American tabloid the National Enquirer.

“It makes her look desperate — which is the one thing she dreads coming across more than anything else.`

“Jen was so happy to be dating Bradley,” the source added, “she saw him as a hot new guy who was finally a worthy replacement for John and Brad.“

“Hopefully, she’ll dust herself off and find a guy who really appreciates her and treats her right, because she’s such a great catch for the right guy!

“And who knows — maybe Bradley will come to his senses and realise he’s let one amazing lady slip through his fingers.”

Bradley Cooper is one stupid man. It's Jennifer for crying out loud.

Good Message

2009-07-12T14:03:00.001+08:00

I am so deeply ministered by Dr Bernard's message yesterday.

I am determined to find my significance, security, meaning and purpose of life in God alone. I had a good talk with God last night and it just amazes me how the presence of God satisfies me.

God is so real and tangible. Believing Him for greater things!

My Youth Team

2009-07-08T12:25:00.002+08:00

I miss you wacky ones.

"A snowflake is one of God's most fragile creations, but look what they can do when they stick together!"
~Author Unknown

TW & HK aftermath

2009-07-07T23:58:00.001+08:00

Hey peeps,

sorry I was swarmed. Taiwan and HK was packed to the brim from morning to night. The team came back on Thursday night and we extended till Sunday with a few close ones. I really enjoyed the good break even though I was so tired. It was consolidated lack of sleep, so don't blame me for whining!

So it's all back home sweet home for me. I am extremely thankful to be able to travel with Pastor Kong again. I am thankful to be able to be part of something great even though I feel I still have much to improve on. But traveling with Ally, Belle and Poh is always enriching for me, not to mention the fun and laughter. I wished everyone in the ministry can travel together, cannot imagine how great would it be.

So the last 4 days of HK was really memorable for me. We walked so much, I have a cut and blisters at the sole of my feet, imagine the distance we walk. But I enjoyed the food and company alot, I think I have never laugh so much in my life before. Dr Bernard was solid good, he preached from the future. Look forward to him this weekend. We took lots of photos, but it's not on my cam. Check out the facebook!

Will blog again. See u guys around.

I love Taiwan

2009-06-25T19:05:00.002+08:00

Hey guys,

I'm here in Taiwan already. The flight here was a little tiring. We did soundcheck at Xin Dian and now we're in New Life.

It's pretty nostalgic for me, the last time I came here Brandon proposed to me. So it's very memorable seeing the stage and imagining the scene.

Am very thankful to be here and enjoyed the company so far. Love the team as usual.

I wish I can bring my sister, my friends to Taiwan. It's a great country. Update again!

Schedule

2009-06-23T11:03:00.003+08:00

Today

1pm - Brandon's Idol Audition, Madeline's as well (Pray for us)
830pm Taiwan and HK Music Practice at Jurong

Wednesday

My Idol Audition at 730am (Yes it's early)

Thursday

Morning Flight to Taiwan

Friday to Sunday

6 Sessions with Pst Kong, at New Life and Xin Dian

Sunday to Thursday

Hong Kong Convention, with adult team and A.R Bernard

Thursday to Sunday

Let my hair down and PLAY

I am thinking about YOU and I love you very much,

Ellen
Gabrielle
Mindy
Euzanne
Isabel
Jo and Kids
Alex and Lisa
All my CGMs W322
Venetia
Albert & Gina
Jace
Felicia
Adrian
My Parents
Agnes O and BOBO

Brandon, I will see you in HK, take good care of the house and remember to clean the rabbit's shit. I love you so very much.

Rest of you, see you all in July. Muaks.

"There is no surprise more magical than the surprise of being loved. It is God's finger on man's shoulder."
Charles Morgan

Live Simply

2009-06-23T10:54:00.002+08:00

I had a great weekend. But I was so deadbeat that it's almost spilling over till today.

Yesterday I went for a blading session at East Coast. Man I love the breeze, the beach and the occasional spotting of canines doggies. It was essential fun for me.

So lately I have been thinking about something different ones have been talking about. It's an art to get things done but yet maintain the bond and love within a circle you are in. When I was first given responsibility, I remember I was shallow in my thinking and love for people, my priority was to get things done and perhaps flex my authority. I don't think I have arrived at all in this aspect, but I am glad to be able to see what should be my priority.

God is always concerned about how we feel. Precisely why He's given us freewill to make our own choices in life. As much as He has a schedule and much things to do for each individual and as a whole, our feelings and welfare always comes first. Jesus is a very good example of a good shepherd, He leads and nurtures His sheep. He doesn't drive drive or beat them because He needs to meet a schedule.

I have learnt that relationships are very important. And once you get me, I am yours for life. I just think that loyal trustworthy friends are so rare nowadays. After a big bite at the end of last year, I decided to only surround myself with people who have a good head over their shoulder. No drama, no insecurity, no playing games. Just into love, friendship and having a good time. Live simply so that others may simple live.

Chill.

Hey All

2009-06-22T11:10:00.002+08:00

Hey Guys. How's it going? I need to finish some chores and errands, blog later.

"Sunday clears away the rust of the whole week."

Joseph Addison

Inked

2009-06-18T23:49:00.005+08:00

Hey all,

today Mindy and I jet off to East Coast for some blading fun to unwind. We had a great meal at Sushi Tei and we spent an hour thereafter on the blades. The weather was pretty hot and humid but I was pretty amazed because as amateurs we were pretty fast and steady on the wheels.

Anyway Mindy was incredibly kind and supportive and she came along to do my first tattoo with me. Thinking back, I would probably chicken out if she wasn't there nudging me forward to it. You know it's just like getting a tattoo is one of the things I been thinking about for ages. It's one of those things perhaps like picking up driving, a language, bungee jump, pierce your ears and all. I just have that list and I want to be able to do them because I live life only just once.

So I woke up today and suddenly it came to mind that "Okay today is going to be the day, no more chicken out, no more excuses, the list just got to get smaller, or else I am gonna live with regrets." And by this I don't mean that everyone must get a tattoo or have a crazy to do list before you die. It's just me, it's just June ok. So anyway the last time I wanted to get it was in 2007 Christmas Eve, because it was the first time I led on Expo and I was just so overwhelmed by God's promise because I saw that image of people before. My parents were in the service and it was just a very significant moment and day for me. But I didn't stick to that thought.

I am not a big fan on symbols and colors but I dig phrases and quotes which you would know by now. I came across this Latin quote which means you must not forget your first love. It struck a chord in me and it's definitely something I would want to always remind myself. But here's my take on foreign language and translations.
So anyway to cut the story short, I decided to go with "Amor Vincit Omnia" which means Love Conquers All. It speaks alot to me because we all need to make a decision to love every now and then but Love really do conquers all at the end of the day. So I was nervous, extremely chatty, crazy, at the shop and it was like primary 6 BCG for me all over again. I just wanted to run out of there and chicken out.

The tattoo artists there were incredibly professional and good. It was a guest artist by the name of Toge which did my tattoo and it was such a good time talking to him and hearing his thoughts and take on this profession he chose. I just feel God is so creative and He has given us so much for us to enjoy and share with one another, that is why people need to come to the knowledge that all has came from Him and all must be given back to Him.
So I did it. The phrase Amor Vincit Omnia meaning "Love Conquers All", is a painting by Michelangelo Merisi da Caravaggio. Basically it's a picture of the Roman Cupid, wearing dark eagle wings, half-sitting on or perhaps climbing down from what appears to be a table. Scattered around are the emblems of all human endeavours – violin and lute, armour, coronet, square and compasses, pen and manuscript, bay leaves, and an astral globe, tangled and trampled under Cupid’s foot. The painting illustrates the line from Virgil's Eclogues X.69, Omnia vincit amor et nos cedamus amori ("Love conquers all; let us all yield to love!").

Toge, the artist

"Amor Vincit Omnia"
"It will be your ornament and companion until your last day." Netana Whakaari

The Time Traveler's Wife

2009-06-18T11:34:00.002+08:00

I am such a big fan of Rachel Mcadams. I am really looking forward to this film, though it probably might not come to Singapore.

Based on the best-selling book about a love that transcends time. Clare (Rachel McAdams) has been in love with Henry (Eric Bana) her entire life. She believes they are destined to be together, even though she never knows when they will be separated: Henry is a time traveler–cursed with a rare genetic anomaly that causes him to live his life on a shifting timeline, skipping back and forth through his lifespan with no control. Despite the fact that Henry’s travels force them apart with no warning, Clare desperately tries to build a life with her one true love.

Happy Birthday Mindy

2009-06-18T09:09:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Mindy. Today I want to remember all that you have done for me. If not for you, I guessed I would never have the chance to come to know the Lord, I would probably not know my purpose and not even get married to Brandon.

Thank you for praying for me and persist on reaching out to me, even when I was a real pain in the ass. I still remember I laughed at you for reading the bible on the bus, what an idiot I was! That was 1999 man. Time really flies but I am glad throughout so many things, we still remain the best of friends. Brandon told me last night that he is very glad we are still as close as ever, and I am very thankful to have a friend like you.

Mindy you are a very forgiving and gracious person. You have been so gracious to me even though I made so many silly mistakes along the way but you always believe in the better of me. So you are really precious to me and our friendship really withstood time and test. Thank you for standing by my side when the world was going crazy on me. You were really there every step of the way and I appreciate your maturity everytime I needed an advice. I can never forget the good old times where you, Gabrielle, Isabel and me, we were scrimping for building fund when we were in secondary school. And those times where Ellen join us and we are just so young, simple but set on loving the Lord.

You taught me discipline because you pray everyday consistently and daily. I learnt being neat and organised from you and you are an example to me in so many ways. I am just so utterly blessed by your outlook in life and I want to thank you for making me a better person. Your gentleness has indeed made me great. You have made a big difference in my life and please be there for my baby and for the rest of my life. I love you Mindy and I thank God for you.

You are a friend who knows all about me and still loves me for who I am. I am so thankful for that.

Happy Birthday once again.

Christmas 2003, look how much we've changed in 5 years!

On your birthday last year 2008

"I like her because she smiles at me and means it."

Anonymous

Prince Harry is Britain’s most eligible bachelor?

2009-06-17T13:40:00.002+08:00

Sorry Robert Pattinson! Apparently Prince Harry has won the title of Britain’s most eligible bachelor. Even though I couldn’t tell how that ginger prince beat out our favorite Twilight vampire, Rob…
In a new poll to find the most eligible bachelor in the U.K., Rob didn’t even get second place! It’s a travesty!

The top five winners are listed below:
1. Prince Harry

2. George Lamb

3. Robert Pattinson

4. Noel Fielding

5. Paul Sculfor

I only know Harry and Robert in this case. Congratulations Prince Harry. It must be the Chaplain's visit to CHC over the weekend. LOL.